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Saturday, March 03, 2007
ahh
im so pissed off with myself ):
so pissed off with everything.

im always feeling so alone
and like there's nobody who can save me.
and no, you cant help.
you of all people cant help. because you're the one who's making me feel like this.
you'll never understand.
never understand why i feel like this. so secluded so alone so left out.
its all because of you but i really cant tell you why
i dont know how to explain this.
so therefore im just left to be pissed off with myself.
ahh.

on a lighter note..
i have no more fever
but i found out that charis has fever.
ohno did i pass it to her ): oh no oh no charis ): ohnooo ):
sorry! ):

my fever feels like it might come back any moment but it better not.

thats all.
almost done packing for obs so i certainly hope my stupid sickness wont stop me from going. grr.
the lsc tee is really so weird. size 36 is like size 32. geez.

i dont know what's the topic for the zuowen.
and i still dont really know what is due monday -.-
im so pissed with myself.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:38 PM

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